now what?!

So here I am. Family Nurse Practitioner. Certified by the American Academy of Nurse Practitioners and I can't get a bloody job here in Asheville! I'm considering moving but really don't want to leave my sweet house and this nice town but I may just have to. Meanwhile, I may be taking a road trip with an old friend to help out her dad who has cancer. Is it going around or what?! Maybe a trip to the ashram in the next couple of weeks just to get away. Not that I just got back 2 weeks ago or anything. :) But I feel like I should take advantage of the time I have free now b/c it won't last forever. I'd love to go do another Vipassana 10 day retreat (am I crazy or what?! I call it 'vipassana prison'!!) but there aren't any near by enough for me to get to. Who knows, meanwhile, trying not to stress about money and cultivate other parts of myself. I have a lot to do - the relationship I just ended really showed me that! But this I will go forth and do GENTLY. Peace, love & light.